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Write in your Prompt:: Lilandria bows to the figure before her, she wavers indecisively as curiosity overtakes her and drives her to speak to both of them, but she takes a moment to gather her resolve and turns hesitantly towards the Head of Life.
"I claim no god, not yet, I wish to be loyal to something greater than myself and to follow them for all my days. I know my decisions are final and my desire is set, but the question of who to pursue brings confliction to me each time I ponder it. I want to help others and spread the warmth that this world brings me to everyone, therefore Aether's values speak to me. But I also tire of being viewed as small and weak, I find myself overtaken by senseless anger at times and for reason I cannot justify, and so Ares sweet voice lures me as well. I want to feel peace, but fire burns within me. I am conflicted, I feel lost. I know that I am small and weak, Aether would be safe for me, good. I think he would be at least a little amused by my attempts to help others. But I want to know... I just want to know what it would feel like to follow someone so fiery and fierce! I crave the freedom of mind and body it would bring me, I wouldn't feel trapped, but would I be looked down upon for my stature and often friendly drive? Ah...I find myself rambling again, I apologize deeply to thee, Great Lord. I'll find my way eventually, but you have my answer. My loyalty is strong, but yet to be decided. I have a passion, but still a need to direct it. I will not give up."
Write in your Prompt:: Lilandria bows to the figure before her, she wavers indecisively as curiosity overtakes her and drives her to speak to both of them, but she takes a moment to gather her resolve and turns hesitantly towards the Head of Life.
"I claim no god, not yet, I wish to be loyal to something greater than myself and to follow them for all my days. I know my decisions are final and my desire is set, but the question of who to pursue brings confliction to me each time I ponder it. I want to help others and spread the warmth that this world brings me to everyone, therefore Aether's values speak to me. But I also tire of being viewed as small and weak, I find myself overtaken by senseless anger at times and for reason I cannot justify, and so Ares sweet voice lures me as well. I want to feel peace, but fire burns within me. I am conflicted, I feel lost. I know that I am small and weak, Aether would be safe for me, good. I think he would be at least a little amused by my attempts to help others. But I want to know... I just want to know what it would feel like to follow someone so fiery and fierce! I crave the freedom of mind and body it would bring me, I wouldn't feel trapped, but would I be looked down upon for my stature and often friendly drive? Ah...I find myself rambling again, I apologize deeply to thee, Great Lord. I'll find my way eventually, but you have my answer. My loyalty is strong, but yet to be decided. I have a passion, but still a need to direct it. I will not give up."